Everyone is taught from a very young age to love who they are and be proud of it in every way. However, society has a slightly different outlook on life: Love who you are and be proud of it in every way, as long as you’re normal and stick to the status quo. It’s like society has a set of rules that are never mentioned but everyone knows when one of these “rules” has been broken. Race plays a big factor in the rules. If you’re Black, you are a thief and you sell drugs. If you’re Hispanic, you build houses. If you’re Middle Eastern, you plan to commit suicide by bombing an important building. Then comes gender: Women stay home or work petty jobs, while the men work as CEOs and in factories. You cannot stray off of these paths that society has etched in stone. You must fit into your stereotype.  And God forbid you to be gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender, or what have you. There’s just no tolerance for the people who break these rules. They are not acceptable! We don’t know it, but society rules us in every way to try and make us feel the same way that it does.

     In the book Shine by Lauren Myracle, seventeen-year-old Patrick Truman was beaten by a bat, tied to a guardrail of a fuel dispenser and had a gasoline pump duct taped in his mouth. The words “Suck this, faggot” were written on his bare chest with his own blood. This happened in the small town of Black Creek, North Carolina in the early hours of a Sunday morning. This was presumably a hate crime, due to the harsh words scrawled on Patrick’s chest. Now, one of Patrick’s friends, Cat, must find out who did this, since the local Sheriff is likely not to pursue the case because of Patrick’s preference.

     Shine is an amazing book filled with excitement and suspense. The book starts off a bit slow, but once you get into it a bit, it gets interesting and you’ll dread having to stop reading and close the book to continue with your life. Myracle is very descriptive in her writing and knows how to draw, and keep, your attention. Because of this, I loved this book and I would recommend this book to anyone looking for a good read.

     A strong theme in the book is the intolerance of homosexuality. In the beginning of the book, Patrick is supposedly beaten because he is openly gay in a small town that wasn’t very tolerant to homosexuality. The fact that Patrick and another boy, Beef, have to keep it a secret that they are dating because they are afraid of the slander they’ll face builds up to the theme. Beef also has to keep it a secret because his father, Roy, is an abusive drunk of a parent who doesn’t have a problem beating and cursing his two kids out. If his father knew that Beef was gay, he’d probably try to “beat the boy until he was straight again.”

     Tolerance for homosexuality is different in every place that you go these days. For example, if this supposed hate crime happened in Los Angeles, California, one of the leading states with activists for gay rights, and also a much bigger town, the media coverage would be all over this case. The gay rights groups would keep pushing for the case to be solved quickly instead of letting it die down in the small town of Black Creek, North Carolina.

     Cat is the main character of the book, it is told through her thoughts and actions. Cat used to be an outgoing and friendly girl up until the summer of eighth grade. One of the older guys, Tommy, who she’d always had a small crush on, tried to take things a bit too far for her liking. He tried to put his hands, and other parts, where they had no business going and wouldn’t take Cat’s “NO” for an answer. It changed her. She became standoffish and didn’t talk to anyone. She dropped all of her friends, even her closest friend Patrick, and became somewhat of a shadow. She disliked talking to people and was often curt when she was forced to speak. Cat was forced to emerge from the shadows to find out who had beat up her former best friend. In the process of two weeks and a half, Cat turned back into her old self. She even gained more confidence and bravery than she had had before. Another character to change throughout the book was Beef. He was once a good and kind boy who always stood up for those who needed it. He was kind to Patrick and would always tell the others in his crew to knock off the joking that they’d do about Patrick being gay. He started to fall in love with Patrick and Patrick fell for him too; all of this was done secretly ofcourse. But Beef started to try new things, new things like meth. He got addicted to it and he couldn’t control his anger. His anger often turned violent, which lead to the biggest mistake of his life: the beating of Patrick. Patrick was only trying to help him and tell him that what he was doing was wrong and it was ruining him. Beef didn’t want to hear it so he got a bat and started bashing Patrick’s head in. He realized what he’d done only after it was too late. Out of embarrassment and panic, he made up a hate crime scene to steer any suspicion away from him. In the end, Beef was a manic who couldn’t control his actions, which lead to his death.

     The book is written in a timeline type of way, it has titles like, “Tuesday: One week later.” This adds to the diary type of vibe that you get from reading the book. This makes the book more understandable to the reader so they can keep up with the time spans of the events taking place.

     Myracle, Lauren. “Shine.” 2011. Page 48. “Maybe, maybe, maybe, and if wishes were horses, I’d gallop straight to Sheriff Doyle and hand over Patrick’s attacker.” Myracle uses lots of similes to describe the main characters thoughts.

     Myracle, Lauren. “Shine.” 2011. Page 107. “You thinks meth heads have been stealing her checks?” Since the characters lived in the country, they talked with a certain slang and bad grammar.

     Myracle, Lauren. “Shine.” 2011. Page 197. “Patrick probably had blisters erupting around his mouth, that was one thing I read on the medical sites I pulled up.” This is one of the few times Myracle uses inverted syntax in the novel.

     The cause of Patrick’s beating was because of his over concern of this boyfriend, Beef. Patrick kept bugging Beef about his addiction and how it was changing him. Beef felt like Patrick was trying to tell him what to do because Patrick wouldn’t let up. Beef was high at the time and there was a nearby bat, and that’s how Patrick ended up near death. The effect of Patrick’s beating was Cat coming out of her shell again in order to solve the case of her best friend.

     The cause of Cat’s two years of silent depression was caused by Tommy sexual attack against her. She didn’t want to talk to anyone and she cut off all of her friends that she’d made as she grew up. The effect Tommy had on her was apparent; she didn’t know how to handle any interaction with people of any sort.

     The cause of Beef’s death was meth. He was high when he climbed Suicide Rock with Robert, with the intent of throwing him over the ledge because Robert threatened to tell about Beef’s deed. Cat intervened and ended up saving Robert, but Beef was accidentally forced over the edge during a battle he had with Cat’s brother, Christian. Beef was using his gun to try and kill both Cat and Robert and Christian stepped in to save them at the expense of Beef’s life. Beef’s death affected all of the characters. Patrick, after waking up from a coma, was shocked to hear about his lover’s death. Of course the whole entire town was affected by the death of who they thought was a good kid with a good heart.

     “Myracle has created a beautifully-drawn community, one that acts as a mirror for human prejudices and imperfections.” – Letcher, Mark. “Original Review”  www.goodreads.com. February 27, 2013.  I absolutely agree with Mark; Myracle made you think and take a good look at yourself to see that you aren’t flawless and make mistakes too.

     “[Myracle’s] descriptions of the town and surrounding county are fantastic, and as always,” Another point that I strongly agree with Mark about. Myracle uses paragraphs to perfectly describe something as simple as a house. It made picturing the book in your head all the more easier.

      “Smart, fearless, and compassionate, this is an unforgettable work from a beloved author.” This is my exact opinion of the book.  Myracle put her all into writing this book and I could tell.

     You should read Shine because it will have your heart pumping, your teeth clenching and your fists balling. You will not want to put the book down because you’ll be so determined to get to the climax of the book. I recommend this book to any and every one. 

 
Definitionsparse (adj) thinly dispersed or scattered; occurring, growing, or settled at widely spaced intervals.

Sentence found in: "To everyone's surprise, her hair had grown back, and now it was just as sparse and stringy as ever."
 
My sentence: After most to all of the stores shut down in Sunnyville, the city's population became sparse.

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Dear Charles Bukowski,
     Your writing technique is unmarred in every aspect and I've become extremely fond of it. The languidness of your poems make them all the more intriguing to read. I also like how you add more emphasis on your thoughts, feelings and actions by using profanity. Most would dislike how you express yourself so freely, but I, for one, love how you keep my eyes glued to each page, wondering what you're going to say next. 
     You're so unpredictable and fearless with your words. I can go from reading a poem about the tender love for a woman's legs, to a poem about cats' balls! I appreciate your poems because I can relate to them. My favorite poem so far has been "inverted love song." This poem is three stanzas of raw emotion. You make me feel every word in the pit of my heart just by the way you started it off. "I could scream down 90 mountains to less than dust if only one living human had eyes in the head and heart in the body." I can relate to this first sentence because I often wonder why people think with their heart and not their head; and why people love with their head and not their hearts. So of course, I would shout out with all of my strength if I also found a person who loves and thinks the way I do. 
     I do have one question so far: Who is Chinaski? Are you supposed to be Chinaski? This confuses me a bit that I am not familiar with the only reoccurring character. You'll probably explain it later on throughout your poems. Anyways, I just wanted to praise you a little for making my reading assignment, for my literature class, quite enjoyable. Thanks.
                                                                 Sincerely, 
                                                                  Ila Wilborn



 
 
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Dear Chamblee Students,
    Imagine going on summer break, coming back to school for a week, and right as you're getting into the school flow, you are told that you will no longer have any teachers and that school is out for an indefinite time.
    About 30,000 Chicago teachers decided to put down their dry erase markers and pick up pickett signs and their union shirts. The teachers refused to work until they got higher pay, better working conditions and job security. Little did they know, that they weren''t the only ones being affected. Children, parents, and the economy were also being affected by their strikes. We oppose the strike because of three things: the children, the parents and the economy.
    Chicago children were forced to stay home or be home-schooled instead of having the proper in-school education. Sure, this was a brilliant thing for most Chicago students because we're pretty sure no one was ready to go back to school. However, "extended summer break" is going to cost them. How will they make up lost school days? How will they catch back up to the rest of the United States, who's students have mostly been in school for a few weeks to a month now? Even the younger generations after this one will be affected, the teachers will have to continue from the place where the students left off last year, and if their place is a month or two behind the rest of the country, they will stay a month or two behind the rest of the country. One solution is to have the students in school for a longer time period, most likely taking away the students' summer break for next year. We don't believe the students went on strike, the teachers did. So, why should the students have their summers taken away for their teacher's problems? Students aren't the only ones affected by the strikes. Who has to take care of the children during the day while they should be in school? The parents.
     The parents must have had to work, and some have children who are five and six years old. Most parents in their right minds didn't leave young kids home alone, so they were forced to take off of work to take care of their children. The parents of older children felt as though they could leave them home alone, however the kids weren't going to stay inside all day. They were doing what kids do; go outside and play. Some didn't have friends to play with, so they'd be meandering around in the streets.  Once the parents took off of work, they lost money. This leads into our next point: The economy will also be affected in the future.
     When a parent has to take off from work, they will, of course, lose money for the time that they spent off. Once they lose money, the bills get hard to pay. Once bills get hard to pay, the unnecessary things that parents usually buy, such as toys, junk food, music, etc., will be crossed off lists to buy. Therefore, big and small business will lose money. Once a business loses money, they lay-off or even fire workers. Once workers are fired, their bills will soon be piled up sky high and the cycle will repeat itself. 
     The teachers should have thought about the children before striking and could have resolved their issues over the summer, that way no child would've been affected. Think about it, would you want to be behind the rest of the country? Would you want your parents to struggle to make ends meet just because you weren't in school? We don't think so, and we're pretty sure you don't either. 
                                                                       Sincerely,
                                                                        Ila Wilborn, Andrea Williams, Demarr Rice, Nina Funk, and Chelsea Pope


 
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What is your favorite sport? What skills are needed to become an elite athlete in that sport?

     Imagine the wind going through your hair as you run, face first, into a thick block of rubber and leather only to put your hands out just in the nick of time to spring up and project your body into the air and attempt to stick a perfect landing. The feeling is sensational, it's as if all the adrenaline in the world is rushing to the top of your brain to the ends of your fingertips all the way to the bottom of your pointed bare feet.  As you have probably guessed, my favorite sport is gymnastics. Gymnastics is not easy sport and you can't be scared or weak-minded if you want to be good at it. You have to shut the terrified part of your conscience off and become instantly fearless. Some people have a problem accepting the fact that Gymnastics is a sport. I personally think that Gymnastics is a tough and amazing sport. I actually think that gymnasts are stronger than most football players. I know I'm not the only one to think this.

 
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Sunday, August 5, 2012

12:10PM   YouTube - Broadcast Yourself.      www.youtube.com

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12:17PM    evanescence – YouTube     www.youtube.com

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12:21PM     Evanescence – My Immortal – YouTube      www.youtube.com

12:24PM     evanescence – YouTube     www.youtube.com

12:25PM     Evanescence – My Heart Is Broken – YouTube      www.youtube.com

12:29PM     adele i cant make you love me – YouTube     www.youtube.com

12:29PM     Adele – I Can’t Make You Love Me (Lyrics) – YouTube      www.youtube.com

12:32PM    how to move on – Google Search     www.google.com

12:33PM    How To Get Over Him – SeventeenMag     www.seventeenmag.com

12:39PM    am I depressed? – Google Search     www.google.com

12:42PM    Are You Depressed? Quiz – QuizPop     www.quizpop.com

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12:57PM    Are You Depressed? Quiz Results – QuizPop     www.quizpop.com/results

12:59PM    how to get out of depression – Google Search     www.google.com




Friday, August 10, 2012

3:42PM    how to get out of depression – Google Search     www.google.com

3:42PM    Depression, a feeling of hopelessness and inadequacy, is…       www.mayoclinic.com

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3:57PM    suicide articles 2012 – Google Search     www.google.com

3:58PM    Sitting on the edge of her roof, she contemplated death…     www.ajc.news.com

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4:14PM    suicide articles 2012 – Google Search     www.google.com

4:15PM    Tempting death, she tiptoed on the edge of her chair…     www.cnn.com

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4:27PM    YouTube – Broadcast Yourself.     www.youtube.com

4:27PM    wale break up song – YouTube     www.youtube.com

4:27PM    Wale- Break Up Song – YouTube     www.youtube.com

4:32PM    tech n9ne mayday the noose – YouTube     www.youtube.com

4:32PM    Tech N9ne ft. MAYDAY – The Noose     www.youtube.com

4:36PM    adele i cant make you love me – YouTube     www.youtube.com

4:36PM     Adele – I Can’t Make You Love Me (Lyrics) – YouTube      www.youtube.com

4:39PM    noose – Google Search     www.google.com

4:40PM    how to make a noose – Google Search     www.google.com

4:41PM    Tips On How To Tie A Knot, Rough, Rigid, and Precisely – Wiki     www.wikihow.com

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4:57PM    Tumblr Log In     www.tumblr.com

4:58PM    Tumblr – Welcome Nala!     www.tumblr.com/welcome

4:58PM    New Text Post – Tumblr     www.tumblr.com/newpost

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5:37PM    Suicide, an escape from all troubles, has been on my mind… - Tumblr     www.tumblr.com

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7:53PM    Messages – Tumblr     www.tumblr.com/messages

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8:06PM    New Text Post – Tumblr     www.tumblr.com/newpost

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8:15PM    Reading through you guys’ plethora of ebullient messages, I cried because…  www.tumblr.com  

8:17PM    New Text Post – Tumblr     www.tumblr.com/newpost

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8:27PM    My mind is a cold and dark jail cell with walls that scream, “Let me free!”     www.tumblr.com

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9:53PM    New Text Post – Tumblr     www.tumblr.com/newpost

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10:04PM  Death is like a hidden treasure that I’d love to discover…     www.tumblr.com


 

Saturday, August 11, 2012

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10:04AM  Tumblr – ACCESS DENIED      www.tumblr.com

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10:27AM  Tumblr – Welcome Nala!      www.tumblr.com/welcome

10:28AM  Tumblr – My Blog Posts      www.tumblr.com/myblog

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11:32AM  Google –      www.google.com

11:34AM  Nala Brown – Google Search     www.google.com

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11:34AM  Teenage girl, Nala Brown, found deceased in room early this morning…     www.ajc.news.com

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11:57AM  Nala Brown – Google Search     www.google.com

11:59AM  Disturbing posts of heartbreak before teens suicide -    www.wsbtv.news.com

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12:32PM  funeral homes in atl ga – Google Search     www.google.com

12:35PM  Willie A. Watkins Funeral Home, Inc.     www.willieawatkins.com

12:42PM  Wille A. Watkins – Shop for Caskets/Childrens     www.willieawatkins.com/shop

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1:33PM    therapists in atl ga – Google Search     www.google.com

1:34PM    therapists for moms in atl ga – Google Search     www.google.com

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1:42PM    Moms In Need – Online Therapy Sessions     www.ineedhelp.com

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2:15PM    kjv bible verses of comfort – Google Search     www.google.com

2:16PM    Bible Verses That Bring Comfort - Sqidoo     www.squidoo.com

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          Everyone knows that all the buzz for the past few weeks has been about the 2012 Olympics that were recently held in London. My attention was on Track & Field and Jamaica was the country that I followed. This year they sent 32 Olympians over to London, but the one every competitor watched was Usain Bolt, a.k.a. "The World's Fastest Man."  No kidding, he really is the fastest man living right now. He does his sport with such ease and makes everyone running against him want to give up as soon as those bright and shiny golden shoes step foot on the track. He's cocky beyond belief, saying things like "I'm a living legend," but hey, he deserves to be. This guy beats world records with ease and I'm pretty sure he put in a lot of work to get to the place he's in now. He's Jamaica's hero, a great role model, and he gets to do something he loves everyday which is what life is all about, right?